It’s coming back. After years. Those feelings.
The feeling that made me leave my job the last time.
Only this time is worse. This time I feel the ship is sinking.
Can feel the layers of frustration, resentment and contempt is beginning to pile up.

Do what you love and you’ll never work a day in your life. So they said.

I wish it is that simple. I wish there’s no million other factor involved.
The fact is it feels like I’m still doing what I don’t really like, even though technically I do.
I do really wish doing design is only about design. No office drama.
No people undermining your team. No one questioning your each and every tiny decisions.
Well maybe my team is not doing our job that well. Maybe my decisions do need to be challenged. Maybe I just don’t do it right. But that’s beside the point.

Do what you love. Sounds good. But it doesn’t matter. It’s not what you do.
It’s who you do it with that can make your life merry and bright or hellish.